I Love U...Don't Leave Me...
What is that word meaning actually...
That's mean my heart, my soul, my life, my world was hoping on someone who i don't deserve at all...
Or its that me who doesn't deserve to anybody..???
I Love Him with all my heart..Was waiting for him...Keep my mind and heart towards him only...
What do i get as repay for all my pengorbanan???
Why should i cry for a guy like him..???
A guy that i can hope giving me love n life...A guy that i hope that can love me with all his heart and will do anything for me....
And what makes him turn like this....CRUEL...Leave me like I'm nothing but a peace of meat...
A guy who never respect my feeling...A guy who always make me cried on my bed every night...A guy that makes a thousand promise but never kept any of his promise....
He's everything i thought him never were.......
And now's everything is over.....Gone just like a zoom........In just one word...
BREAK OFF...
Thanks a lot my dear D......
Saturday, May 15, 2010
Tuesday, May 4, 2010
Broken Hearted Girl
You’re everything I thought you never were,
And nothing like about you could’ve been,
But still you lived inside of me,
So tell me how is that.
You’re the only one I wish I could forget,
The only one I loved and not forgive,
And though you’ve break my heart,
You’re the only one.
And though there are times when I hate you,
Cause I can’t erase the times that you hurt me.
And put tears on my face,
And even now I hate you its pains me to say,
I know I’ll be there at the end of the day.
I don’t wanna be without you babe,
I don’t want a broken heart.
Don’t wanna to take breath without you babe,
I don’t want to play that part,
I know that I love you but let me just say,
I don’t wanna love you in no kinder way,
I don’t want a broken heart,
I don’t want to play the broken-hearted girl,
There’s something that I feel I need to say,
But up ’til now I’ve always been afraid,
That you would never come around,
And still I wanna put this out.
You say you got the most respect for me,
But sometimes I feel your not deserving of me,
And still you’re in my heart,
But you’re the only one.
And yes there are times when I hate you,
But I don’t complain,
Cause I’ve been afraid that you would walk away,
Oh but now I don’t hate you I’m happy to say,
That I will be there at the end of the day.
I don’t wanna be without you babe,
I don’t want a broken heart.
Don’t wanna to take breath without you baby,
I don’t want to play that part,
I know that I love you but let me just say,
I don’t wanna love you in no kinder way, no, no,
I don’t want a broken heart,
I don’t want to play the broken-hearted girl,
Now I’m at a place I thought I’d never be,
I’m living in a world that’s all about you and me,
I ain’t got to be afraid, my broken heart is free,
To spread my wings and fly away, away with you,
And nothing like about you could’ve been,
But still you lived inside of me,
So tell me how is that.
You’re the only one I wish I could forget,
The only one I loved and not forgive,
And though you’ve break my heart,
You’re the only one.
And though there are times when I hate you,
Cause I can’t erase the times that you hurt me.
And put tears on my face,
And even now I hate you its pains me to say,
I know I’ll be there at the end of the day.
I don’t wanna be without you babe,
I don’t want a broken heart.
Don’t wanna to take breath without you babe,
I don’t want to play that part,
I know that I love you but let me just say,
I don’t wanna love you in no kinder way,
I don’t want a broken heart,
I don’t want to play the broken-hearted girl,
There’s something that I feel I need to say,
But up ’til now I’ve always been afraid,
That you would never come around,
And still I wanna put this out.
You say you got the most respect for me,
But sometimes I feel your not deserving of me,
And still you’re in my heart,
But you’re the only one.
And yes there are times when I hate you,
But I don’t complain,
Cause I’ve been afraid that you would walk away,
Oh but now I don’t hate you I’m happy to say,
That I will be there at the end of the day.
I don’t wanna be without you babe,
I don’t want a broken heart.
Don’t wanna to take breath without you baby,
I don’t want to play that part,
I know that I love you but let me just say,
I don’t wanna love you in no kinder way, no, no,
I don’t want a broken heart,
I don’t want to play the broken-hearted girl,
Now I’m at a place I thought I’d never be,
I’m living in a world that’s all about you and me,
I ain’t got to be afraid, my broken heart is free,
To spread my wings and fly away, away with you,
Senggaraku si Bintang Hati
Senggaraku si bintang hati merupakan orang yang aku sayangi sejak beberapa bulan yang lalu...Titik perkenalan kami bermula apabila dia mula menegurku ketika 'chatting'...Sudah agak lama kami tidak chat with each other...To be honest, aku sebenarnya tak berapa sangat nak mengendahkan senggara si bintang hatiku....But his spirit want to get me, tu yang buat aku terbuka hati untuk melayannya...Mula-mula sedikit sahaja layanan yang aku berikan padanya...Bukan kerana aku ingin menyomong tetapi biasalah...Perempuan mestilah jual mahal sikit...hehhehe....But he keeps trying and trying...Tanpa disedari hubungan kami sebagai kawan dan aku juga pernah dilamar untuk menjadi buah hatinya genap 6 bulan...Senggara ni pernah ajak aku jadi dia punyer GF...tapi aku tak nak...Jual Mahal...:)
Setelah 6 bulan, dia secara tiba-tiba terpaksa traveling because his boss ask him to setup their new abroad company...Kemana?ke satu tempat yang aku namakan wonderland...When he told me about that, guess how i showed my expression...Aku relakan dia pergi dan dengan muka dono,aku cakap kat da find mat saleh there...Senggara si bintang hatiku hanya tersenyum...Maka , terbanglah senggara si bintang hatiku ke wilayah wonderland...
1 minggu-aku stil tak terasa apa2...
2 minggu-Aku mula rasa ada yang x kena...
2 minggu 3 hari-Aku mula terkenang2 saat senggara buah hatiku bersama...
2 minggu 6 hari-Aku mula merindui dirinya...
3 minggu-Aku mengkhabarkan berita yang amat gembira pada senggaraku...Aku terima lamaran nya dahulu...Bahkan aku pula yang melamarnya kembali...
Itulah kisah bagaimana aku menjadi GF senggara si bintang hatiku...Setiap hari kami menggunakan teknologi sebagai penghubung kami berdua...Well,oleh kerana rasa rindu dan cinta yang amat mendalam,nafsu cemburu aku tiba2 naik hingga 360 degree...Namun senggaraku itu tetap bersabar melayan karenahku...Aku sungguh kagum pada semangatnya itu...Lalu aku mengurangkan angka cemburuku seminimum yang mungkin...Ternyata dia senang dengan perubahan sikapku itu...Aku juga ternyata dapat mengawal perasaanku kerana dia memang seorang yang baik...
Kini aku menunggu senggra buah hatiku itu kembali ke tanah air dan membahagiakan aku...Even though i have to carry hurt and pain in my heart...
Will wait for him...
Setelah 6 bulan, dia secara tiba-tiba terpaksa traveling because his boss ask him to setup their new abroad company...Kemana?ke satu tempat yang aku namakan wonderland...When he told me about that, guess how i showed my expression...Aku relakan dia pergi dan dengan muka dono,aku cakap kat da find mat saleh there...Senggara si bintang hatiku hanya tersenyum...Maka , terbanglah senggara si bintang hatiku ke wilayah wonderland...
1 minggu-aku stil tak terasa apa2...
2 minggu-Aku mula rasa ada yang x kena...
2 minggu 3 hari-Aku mula terkenang2 saat senggara buah hatiku bersama...
2 minggu 6 hari-Aku mula merindui dirinya...
3 minggu-Aku mengkhabarkan berita yang amat gembira pada senggaraku...Aku terima lamaran nya dahulu...Bahkan aku pula yang melamarnya kembali...
Itulah kisah bagaimana aku menjadi GF senggara si bintang hatiku...Setiap hari kami menggunakan teknologi sebagai penghubung kami berdua...Well,oleh kerana rasa rindu dan cinta yang amat mendalam,nafsu cemburu aku tiba2 naik hingga 360 degree...Namun senggaraku itu tetap bersabar melayan karenahku...Aku sungguh kagum pada semangatnya itu...Lalu aku mengurangkan angka cemburuku seminimum yang mungkin...Ternyata dia senang dengan perubahan sikapku itu...Aku juga ternyata dapat mengawal perasaanku kerana dia memang seorang yang baik...
Kini aku menunggu senggra buah hatiku itu kembali ke tanah air dan membahagiakan aku...Even though i have to carry hurt and pain in my heart...
Will wait for him...
Amacammmmm.... boleh jadi penulis novel ke idok... idea hado tapi nak mengarang tu yg ponek. Hahahhah
This Is Real...This Is Me...Queen Of Deep Blue Sea(berangan)
Heiyoooo...Assalamualaikum dan selamat sejahera sume pembaca n the most important,the follower of my Blog yang tak sebeberapa nih....Tujuan aku menulis blog nih,dengan erti kata lain nye,menaip di blog ni sbb aku nak mengisi hidup aku yang kesunyian...Some says that write on this blog can reduce ur stress in ur life...Itu orang yang kata...so,aku pun cuba lah kan...mana tau berkesan...Hehehhe...Well,nak citer pasal aku nih,xdela banyak yang menarik pun...Motif aku dan aim aku kat blog nih,agar aku dapat menjadikan watak di sekeliling aku seperti watak fantasi atau macam dalam novel...Contohnya aku mengambli nama watak dalam novel "Cinta Sang Ratu' written by Ramlee Awang Murshid,Ratu Sulaman...Penulis favourite aku tuh...
Okay lah...Hope semua yang membaca kisah hidup aku dan permainan watak yang berada di dalamnya akan terhibur,terharu,termenangis,termarah dan segala macam ter lagilah...
Happy Always Guys...
Okay lah...Hope semua yang membaca kisah hidup aku dan permainan watak yang berada di dalamnya akan terhibur,terharu,termenangis,termarah dan segala macam ter lagilah...
Happy Always Guys...
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